are you an optimistic or persimitic person? there is seems to have alot of bad things happening around me... all are related to life and death....the mama shop uncle whom i always smile with died of stroke.. my neighbour met with an accident and has passed away...my friend's dad died of heart attack.. my friend's dog died in an accident... sometimes i wonder why do i always remenber those sad news... what about those happy moments?
there is a saying that we should live as if there is no tomorrow... can we? i am not very sure if i can do it...i feel it is very hard to live as though there is no tomorrow.. because we know that there is always a tomorrow... ha! as for me, as i am single...i do not have much dating hence i will normally head home straight after long hours of working... i feel i spend more time with my family as compared to my friends... one of the main reason is that i love my family ha! they are my priority now because i feel they are the ones whom will not betray or lie to me... i cannot imagine how can i live without them... i remenbered that my mum visited this fortune teller when i was a child... the fortune teller did a "forcasting" for all of us... and the fortune teller predicted that when we will die..etc. this bothers me alot.. i keep reminding myself that i should treat my parents well as time is running out... as nobody can predicts when is your turn..
there was once my mum fell asleep on the sofa and i thought she wasnt breathing anymore.. (touch wood) i do not know why am i behaving this way.. so weird.. am i abnormal? :P